tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-41162032567250291952024-02-06T21:12:47.386-08:00Starting Right NowA blog about growing up and re-finding me.Laurellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08339398066028088756noreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4116203256725029195.post-9971480397077098842012-04-14T12:35:00.002-07:002012-04-14T12:41:09.940-07:00CookingI decided on a slight change. After looking through all my cookery books and realising that there are always going to be some recipes that I can't or Toby won't eat, I am now going to cook a new recipe each week but not necessarily all from the same book.<br /><br />This week I am cooking baked parmesan chicken from a Williams Sonoma book. It was very simple and certainly looks good. <br /><br />It's been a tough week as Tabi's sleeping is still terrible, but we are coping, just about. She is terrorising the cats during the day and us at night. <br /><br />I baked cupcakes this week too. It's been a while since I baked but it was good fun. I even had a go at piping icing. It wasn't pretty, but not too disastrous for a first attempt. <br /><br />Time to go and eat my dinner. Looking forward to it. <br /><br />Any suggestions of new recipes to try will be greatly welcomed. <br /><br />L. xLaurellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08339398066028088756noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4116203256725029195.post-49465303570143639152012-04-12T12:55:00.003-07:002012-04-12T13:13:34.964-07:00Cooking and artI was recently asked by a friend how the cooking was going and to be fair it had completely slipped my mind. I have now picked my book and am looking forward to starting to work through the recipes. I'm going to aim for at least one a week, possibly two depending on how I do. Sadly, though Tabitha sleeps in the evenings making cooking possible, she does not sleep well overnight, making the desire to stand at the cooker dwindle. <br /><br />I have been more involved and inspired by art again though. Mum bought me a course from the wonderful Ady http://dolldreams.ning.com/ I'm taking part in her cardboard project using recycled materials and mixed media to create paintings and an art folder. It's going slowly but i'm thoroughly enjoying it. I've also been enjoying creating mandalas and using this process to free my creativity. <br /><br />I'm looking forward to doing more of this, but it does rather depend on having either madam sleeping or someone to entertain her while I paint. <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjiXeBsg1DQX7oHAObSuDZPOAj9ta7HYc8a6cZ6HMWbmAQJT64MvRQ5fNzNO0joNyilis_Ky3LokRTIX-8SSATO5c13_iyH0wl0bOD3bx32f6tibLfFBSlF7Jexb3qelqgkAwSOoJBAbg/s1600/1photo.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjiXeBsg1DQX7oHAObSuDZPOAj9ta7HYc8a6cZ6HMWbmAQJT64MvRQ5fNzNO0joNyilis_Ky3LokRTIX-8SSATO5c13_iyH0wl0bOD3bx32f6tibLfFBSlF7Jexb3qelqgkAwSOoJBAbg/s320/1photo.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5730609714613089682" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1HssU5xcta_AHi2Pko4ufgfdS093OtjTvSjRPQQjSmfFaK6yQfMuPFwGx9EfA4yKc4Er9EwUobGE68GAoaH0TEpjOPFeRp4fQSC8Q9NCp-bbj1VweIjrP95-pFS6MHNqKEXC2hoxvwQ/s1600/photo.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1HssU5xcta_AHi2Pko4ufgfdS093OtjTvSjRPQQjSmfFaK6yQfMuPFwGx9EfA4yKc4Er9EwUobGE68GAoaH0TEpjOPFeRp4fQSC8Q9NCp-bbj1VweIjrP95-pFS6MHNqKEXC2hoxvwQ/s320/photo.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5730609710904140018" /></a>Laurellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08339398066028088756noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4116203256725029195.post-5630243113603710302011-11-30T12:32:00.000-08:002011-11-30T12:44:26.873-08:00Starting right now. Again!Well here I am nearly 18 months on from where this blog began and I have not achieved half of what i set out to do. How ever I am not sad. I have made the greatest achievement of my life to date. <br />On 18th July 2011 Tabitha Alice Susan Armstrong made her entrance in to the world. <br />It was not easy by any stretch of the imagination but it was wonderful. She is wonderful. I am gushing I realise. <br />I decided to rewrite my list of things to do. Some remain, some are changed. Many will now be all the more enjoyable with the addition of Tabi and others will be harder and have to wait longer for me to be away from her. I'm not setting a timescale for these like I did before, things get in the way, but I am going to work towards them non the less and update here as and when appropriate.<br /><br />So the new list is<br /><br />1) Revisit Cornwall (now I can show Tabitha all the places I loved as a child)<br />2) Get waxed<br />3) Take up Zumba<br />4) Visit Paris (this I'd like to do without Tabi so could be a while before I achieve this one)<br />5) Cook through a cook book start to finish<br />6) Drop at least one dress size!<br />7) Get my kayak 2 star (Hopefully I'll be able to get back out in the summer for a bit)<br />8) Get back drawing through mandalas and art journalling<br /><br />So some things dropped, others changed. No doubt I will add to the list as time goes on, but once again it is time to start over. I want to be the best mummy I can be, but I don't want to lose me in the process. <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhiusBxb3bcHvnLZY1Y3CNXRbkd5VanTr-WpElWQ4Js3dvBHFt3d5JyRNKIsT-wnOxyBk3S9lk_eqcIY7S6lH-lxlkFWACbyu_buuUrvDSQHTgfRsSzCCj9HGB8LTfzWQNqzg-QRIxONQ/s1600/IMAG0101.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhiusBxb3bcHvnLZY1Y3CNXRbkd5VanTr-WpElWQ4Js3dvBHFt3d5JyRNKIsT-wnOxyBk3S9lk_eqcIY7S6lH-lxlkFWACbyu_buuUrvDSQHTgfRsSzCCj9HGB8LTfzWQNqzg-QRIxONQ/s320/IMAG0101.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5680892246615067282" /></a>Laurellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08339398066028088756noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4116203256725029195.post-60168434140679875632010-11-08T14:52:00.000-08:002010-11-08T14:58:53.844-08:00Martyn Joseph AgainSo I went to see Martyn Joseph play at The Brook last night. He was once again totally amazing. He is so expressive on stage and as much as I love his songs I don't think anyone could do them justice the way he does. He is funny and sensitive and somehow reaches out to the crowd. At one point he threw a plectrum into the crowd, I was gutted that it didn't fall near me and he only threw the one :(<br /><br />He got to me even more than usual as he talked about the new project he has been working on with children from schools in Wales. The way he spoke about children with so much passion and hope was moving for anyone but especially for Susie and I in our profession. <br /><br />Of course I bought the album of the new project but haven't listened to it properly yet.<br /><br />So much loving live music and excited about the next few gigs.<br /><br />Tattoo is doing really well so far, seems to be very healthy and healing well - hope it lasts. Bepanthan is fab! :)Laurellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08339398066028088756noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4116203256725029195.post-42380925225932085012010-11-06T10:20:00.000-07:002010-11-06T10:52:15.851-07:00New TattooSo I went and did it. <br /><br />Kayaking was not on - and looks like won;t be any more until the new year now that the winter is upon us. So knowing that I will not be plunging into rivers (or swimming pools) for a few weeks, I went to book in for a new tattoo.<br /><br />On arriving at Asgard -and showing them the design I had chosen, which they raved over, - I asked to book in to be told there was a cancellation slot available right then, so I went for it! I now have a very pretty musical design on my shoulder which i'm really pleased with. It wasn't my original plan - but I really like it. It was also not where I was originally planning on having it somewhere it would be so visible but i'm glad I did - if i'd had more time to think about it I might have changed my mind but - I am pleased i didn't.<br /><br />I have a design prepared to have on my leg too which i'm gonna hope to have done in the new year once this one has fully healed.<br /><br />It really didn't hurt as much as I remember - or maybe I just deal with pain better these days. Either way i'm definitely up for having another.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRVY6VBywPV5erbniQHDv2OiNCZjZJr05uJM56N3BfizSA_Y08RjWQpwdViX1Zg_7LPf2ZsCBHRR3X2zIuzMzJiVDdQjQhtfJwnzKuSvn-vD3MzNRHj9uCaM6qvf5IEJbi5Mr5YKHbCg/s1600/IMG_1294.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRVY6VBywPV5erbniQHDv2OiNCZjZJr05uJM56N3BfizSA_Y08RjWQpwdViX1Zg_7LPf2ZsCBHRR3X2zIuzMzJiVDdQjQhtfJwnzKuSvn-vD3MzNRHj9uCaM6qvf5IEJbi5Mr5YKHbCg/s320/IMG_1294.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5536491842889599570" /></a><br /><br />The image is a bit manky at the moment as it is totally fresh - I will post more pictures as it heals and is all cleaned up but it gives you the idea.<br /><br />I'm a happy girly! :) One more thing off the list.Laurellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08339398066028088756noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4116203256725029195.post-20014224760042370982010-10-31T23:06:00.000-07:002010-10-31T23:14:28.565-07:00Half termSO today is back to work after a week off and I'm feeling quite positive about it. <br /><br />Last night I saw Salsa Celtica ( http://www.salsaceltica.com/ ) who I first saw this summer at Wickham festival. They were superb again last night. Sadly the Anvil thought it would be a good idea to only have seating for the gig and I spent the first half penned in in the middle of a row. However, we hardly sat down for the second half and danced to the latin beats and folk tunes for the rest of the evening. More like that will definitely help with the weight loss!! (Also back on the crazy diet now it is term time again. Determined to look amazing for Christmas this year!)<br /><br />It made me remember just how much I love live music generally and realise that I need more of it in my life. With that in mind the next few weeks should be fabulous - I'm seeing Martyn Joseph again next Sunday - so looking forward to that! Then Steve Hackett a week later and Bellowhead the following week. I'm made up - just means I'll need to find even more gigs to keep me going after that or i'll be in withdrawal! 1 a month is probably pretty good to aim for and relatively affordable I guess.<br /><br />So, any recommendations of who I should go see then?Laurellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08339398066028088756noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4116203256725029195.post-67949096308245065072010-09-21T13:01:00.000-07:002010-09-21T13:06:09.347-07:00Cooking...So I've just acquired fab new cook books and wondered what peoples thoughts are?<br /><br />I'm really looking forward to the cooking through an entire cookery book but am having a dilemma over which one.<br /><br />I think the one I want to do is Baking magic which is predominantly cakes and cookies - does that seem cool to do?<br /><br />Not sure why I'm really asking as it's my list after all - so I'll probably do what ever I want anyway! But do we think it's cool to do a baking book rather than a 'cook book'?<br /><br />xxLaurellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08339398066028088756noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4116203256725029195.post-84247504870011392362010-08-28T03:11:00.000-07:002010-08-28T03:26:13.891-07:00Exciting exerciseLast weekend and the start of the week were mad fun. <br /><br />Went out with Kate to a club on Saturday night. Been far too long since I dressed up in corsets and had such fun.<br /><br />Monday however was just awesome fun. Kate and I decided to walk from Woodmill in Southampton to St Catherine's Hill in Winchester. Was really nice just to ramble and chatter. The walk follows along the river Itchen and the weather for the most part of the day was passable. Around Otterbourne area we decided that the river looked particularly inviting and decided to go in! Obviously we hadn't planned for this opportunity and had no swim wear with us. Luckily we had both worn pretty matching underwear that day and so stripped to bra and pants and jumped on in. It was sooo cold but such amazing fun. We swam against the current for quite a while then got out, dressed and carried on. I really have never felt so free and had so much fun as doing that!<br /><br />On Tuesday I headed off for a days Kayaking with Pete, Laura, and Hattie. Sadly Jen was not able to come and Nicci had a migraine. It was really very windy. We headed out to Lymington with the plan being that we would paddle down the coast from there back to Buckler's hard. It was really hard going. The wind was gusting up to and above 30mph which made it really challenging, I got stuck on the mud and reeds a couple of times. It really wasn't the best conditions for beginners though and as such we ended up calling it off early. Hopefully we can organise getting back out on the water soon. Did learn a new skill of using the skeg which helps with paddling in the wind. Was a bit of a disappointment but looking forward to getting out again.<br /><br />Been a summer of experiences and can't believe that it is nearly time for term to restart. Still lots that I want to do, and lots to look forward to. But i'm more on the way to being the me I want to be.Laurellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08339398066028088756noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4116203256725029195.post-4599960356206944112010-08-09T04:50:00.000-07:002010-08-09T05:01:35.108-07:00MusicnessThis weekend has been fabulous. A real change and break from reality. I spent the weekend with great friends at the Wickham folk festival. The music was excellent for the most part and the weather could have been much worse. <br />I had forgotten how much I enjoy the freedom of camping and just chilling out at a festival. It was not a cheap weekend but awesome non-the-less. <br /><br />However my highlight had to be seeing Martyn Joseph live. I've waited nearly 15 years for that and he did not disappoint. His performance is so intense and honest. Planning already to go and see him again in November and so excited. <br /><br />All in all a wonderful weekend. But on the back of having been away to Italy , I'm looking forward to a night in my own bed.Laurellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08339398066028088756noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4116203256725029195.post-18550034445185846992010-08-04T06:32:00.000-07:002010-08-04T06:36:23.807-07:00ItalySo back from Italy. My learning of Italian is in very early stages still. I've been using rosetta stone which is great and will provide, I feel, a really good understanding of the language. However, it will be some time before it becomes a language in which I can hold a useful conversation. <br />However, I did manage to order some food and to understand at least parts of conversations out there. So it's a start.Laurellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08339398066028088756noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4116203256725029195.post-47948956803392716422010-07-20T14:35:00.000-07:002010-07-20T14:44:37.149-07:00Kayaking fun.Wow! What a fantastic evening. <div>Headed off down to Beaulieu for an evening of entry level sea kayaking. 3 wonderful hours spent messing about on the river. I don't think I stopped smiling for the whole time - even when I got a soaking. </div><div>The sea kayaks were fab boats to paddle and really nice for manoeuvring with some good speed to them.</div><div>Tonight did not tick anything off the list but it has confirmed to me that kayaking is still as much a love for me now as it was years ago. I really do want to do my 2 star now. Really got the bug again. Going to book a day course next. 3 hours was fun but just not enough. Also seriously considering joining a kayak club to get some more practice and experience. It's also a great way to get out and try out other boats. </div><div>I am now a very tired and salty but extremely happy girly.</div>Laurellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08339398066028088756noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4116203256725029195.post-30972965977906822652010-07-13T13:48:00.000-07:002010-07-13T14:03:07.476-07:00Starting right now.I've recently decided that I need to do much more in my life that is just for and about me, to reaffirm my identity. I've also realised that 30 is appearing on the horizon and while it isn't that big of a deal there are lots of things I'd like to do before I get there. It isn't a bucket list - there are more things I want to do/achieve before I die that I know I will not be able to afford in the next 18 months.<div><br /></div><div>My plan is to see what I can achieve and post here my experiences and evidence. </div><div><br /></div><div>The List (with reasons)</div><div><br /></div><div>1. Get a new tattoo. <span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>(</span>I've wanted it for so long so needs to be done soon)</div><div>2. Get waxed.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>(Because I never have and I figure I should at least once!)</div><div>3. Get my Kayak 2 star qualification.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>(Did my one star years ago and want to get back in to it.)</div><div>4.See Martyn Joseph live.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>(I've loved his music for years and still do.)</div><div>5. Revisit Cornwall standing stones and Zennor head</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>(Places I loved as a child and really want to get back to.)</div><div>6. Go SCUBA diving</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>(Why not? I enjoyed snorkelling so...) </div><div>7. Perform at an open mic night.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>(Could be fun or scary probably both.)</div><div>8. Go to a music festival.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>(Or 2. I've been to Larmer Tree but would like to go to more.)</div><div>9. Learn Italian.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>(Because learning another language is always good and I love visiting Italy)</div><div>10. Take up belly dancing.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>(I love dancing but haven't for a while - besides it looks like fun.)</div><div>11. Visit Paris.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>(I never have!)</div><div>12. Cook through a cook book start to finish.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>(Haven't decided which one yet but I love to cook)</div><div>13. Drop a dress size and keep it off.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>(Might be hard with number 12 but matters to me)</div><div><br /></div><div>So yeah a pretty self indulgent blog but hey - lets see what I can get out of the next 18 months.</div> <!--EndFragment-->Laurellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08339398066028088756noreply@blogger.com1